Its the Misato copypasta but changed to Alya (Alisa Mikhailovna Kujou) from Alya Sometimes Hides Her Feelings in Russian.
Sometimes, I fantasize about Alya coming home drunk from a party and beating me up. She kicks me all over until tears start streaming down my face. Then, she starts to cry and apologizes, begging me to forgive her. She holds me and headpat me all night as I gently cry into her shirt. Please help is there any hope for me?