Oh my fucking god I want to fuck Tinguyn from the turn based gacha game Honkai Star Rail so fucking bad, every waking second of my fucking life since the release of that fucking game I’ve done nothing but think about her. I can’t go for more than 2 seconds without getting an erection the size of the Everwinter Monument and ejaculating at March 7. I’ve ejaculated so many times to simply the thought of her existence that my cock is no longer cumming sperm but literal fucking blood. I can’t stoping thinking about her even after passing out from the pain of cumming blood. I can’t complete nearly any daily tasks because my mind is continuously invaded by her perfection, I can’t live every day of my life thinking about foxian voice screaming "benefactor" in luscious pain while I fuck her perfect fluffy tail. My personal hell will only get worse in a matter of hours as I will scavenge every corner of the internet in search of her rule 34 and my continuous stream of blood cum will only get worse as I’ll spend days, weeks, possibly months jacking off to her non-stop for any reason other than to shit, piss and eat. Simply at this point alone in writing this I’ve lost 2-3 liters of blood alone with just the simple thought of her existence. If this is how I die then I wouldn’t want it any other way.
Holy fucking shit. I want to get fucked by the Tingyun so goddamn bad. I can't stand it anymore. Every time I play Honkai I get so fucking wet. I've seen literally every rule 34 post there is of her online. My dreams are nothing by constant sex with Tingyun. I'm sick of waking up every morning with my panties soaked in love juices and knowing that those love juices should've drenched Tingyun's hard futa cock. I want her to cum inside me and get me pregnant.
Sometimes I fantasize about Tingyun coming home drunk and beating me until I feel numb. She kicks me in the ribs until I can hardly breathe. Then she starts to cry and apologizes, begging me to forgive her. She holds me all night as I gently cry into her t-shirt. Please help is there any hope for me