I have a vn addiction and a navy seal workout routine
this is gonna sound absolutely insane but waifus basically took control of my mind. it all started like 3 years ago when i discovered my first visual novel (Totono). even though i consumed a lot of fiction before this in particular activated something in my brain. I remember the exact moment when i chose the wrong route and i watched her kiss another man on tv I was like fuck wow this prolly happened to somebody irl and i spent like a hour in the middle of the night thinking about it anyway the thing about my mind is its very good at daydreaming. i can visualise scenes in my head and experience them. its not even a double edged sword its a sword with an edge pointing directly at me. i consumed dozens of visual novels. i have 0 living expenses and infinite time 0 responsibilities. i am 19. i must go to uni soon. my mom said she will kick me out if i dont do anything. i guess it has to all end but i LITERALLY CANT STUDY ANYMORE. i just like waifus. thats what i do all the time. you would think i am some loser but no i chose this out of laziness. i tried to resist it but it just felt too good. actually i use my special method to enjoy the visual novels even more. its the bed method where you use the bed to do the thing. even though i have a pc i always used mobile phone because i was able to literally play for like 10 hours do the thing with my bed never stop and always enjoy. sometimes i would end up sweaty feeling like i worked out like some navy seal. i also work on my physique all the time. sometimes walk in circles in my room for 2 or more hours imagining myself as a visual novel character or anime character or webnovel character and i can workout for that long. that gave me very good ABS. thats the only thing i am proud of beyond my waifus.
