Originally its the Misato copypasta from Neon Genesis Evangelion, but changed to Feixiao from Honkai Star Rail.
Sometimes I fantasize about Feixiao coming home drunk and beating me until I feel numb. She kicks me in the ribs until I can hardly breathe. Then she starts to cry and apologizes, begging me to forgive her. She holds me all night as I gently cry into her dress. Please help is there any hope for me?